[Morning Freewrite]
Where oh where has my morning gone?  Has my life which lives before my eyes?  Where oh where has the day of life gone?  It passes through my hands.  I think there is something.

What is it about sleep now?  I find I am not sleepping so much now as I used to.  Staying up later and getting up later yet still skimping.  It comes in waves still.  That much has not changed.

To wake.  To sleep.  To change.

My father sleeps too much.  Uncle Ernie sleeps not enough.  Do various people have too much and too little of things?  What are we?  How do we do the things we do, become the things we are?  How do we make out?  How are things?  I don't know.  How are things with me?

I see that there.  Las night I dreamt of something.  What was it?  I dreamt of something.  THat I was out of -- that I was in?  I dreamt something good.  But I don't remember quite what.  Something actionish, though.  Something.

What have I dreamt in the past few days and weeks?  I miss my dreams.  I should write them down.  I am beating myself up about this? Or perhaps just scolding.

I should write them down.  I have noticed I am doing morecomputer stuff (database, oudersport Web page, etc) and less writing of dreams, etc.  Is there a correllation here?

I went to a Chinese restraunt the other day and saw a menu with a zodiac on it.  It read for dragons, "complex lives", and what does that mean?  A complex life, one which is not simple?  One which involves...?  What else did it say?  Eccentric.  There is, I believe an element of not knowing who I am in that reading.

Talisman.  Tlaismen.  I want to have something to believe in.  Too bad I don't.  Superstitions aren't exactly what I specialize in.  Are they?

Last night I saw a movie with a few things to say about love.  Isn't it strnage?  They said don't lose love.  There is always love and don't lose the ability to feel it jsut because you get hurt over and over.  Love is good.  Love is very good.  Don't lose the feeling.

What is going on in my mind?  Is there a war?  IS there peace?  IS there random firings?  Is there a way being charted?  Is there something that has meaning?  Something that has no meanng?  I don' t know.  Something must be going on.  Somewhere.  I see that there is osmething.  Is there something.

I like to learn.  To program something new.  To use a dvorak keyboard.  To master some skill.  I like to leasrn.  I s there something beyond that?  Is there anything beyond that?  Can I learn something else?  Is there something besides learning which I may devote my life to?  And why is it that I like to learn howto do things.  Practical?  Hands on things?  I am like the other Kuratomis in this way?

Where is this?  Do I like liking to learn?  I suppose I do.  There's a certain element of love in it.  A certain element of betterment.  Yes.  Getting better at things holds an appeal to me.  I like to get better.  Do we not all like to get better?  Games that are improving with time.  And other things.  Things that are constant improvements.  These are things that I like....

What things have I not see?  What things are there that I have not seen?  I have not seen?

I think there is something to be said for something.  What is it?  What is there something to be said for?

I can't keep writing.  My eyes are tired today.  This morning.  I would have been happy to stay in bed a little longer.  There are dreams still bubbling just below the surface.  What do dreams mean?  What do dreams mean?

[End Morning Freewrite]